i want to read this book, like seriously. :)
Jun 2, 2012
May 31, 2012
主导权.
一个人可以主导的事情其实有很多：
等等等。
自己不能主导的，或许是别人才能主导的。
既然如此，就如此吧。
;)
- 午餐要喝咖啡还是果汁
- 今晚要不要熬夜
- 头发的长度（毕业以后）
- 在十字路口敢不敢闯红灯
- 炒菜想不想放盐巴
- 约了人会不会放鸽子
- 别人的劝告要不要听
- 真相愿不愿意说出来
- 想不想保持暧昧关系
- 该不该撒谎
- 要让别人了解自己多少
- 好朋友的另一半跟自己告白，要说出来还是保持沉默
- 心事该跟谁说
- 生病要不要去看医生
- 肯不肯相信一些人
- 吃苹果要不要连皮吃
等等等。
自己不能主导的，或许是别人才能主导的。
既然如此，就如此吧。
;)
May 30, 2012
Looking so youthful.
pharmacy.
pharmacist: the medicine can make you feel drowsy, but it's okay right? since it's school holidays, can rest.
me: ..... i'm working, i'm waiting for university....
pharmacist: O O i thought you're only about 14/15 yrs old.....
seriously.
pharmacist: the medicine can make you feel drowsy, but it's okay right? since it's school holidays, can rest.
me: ..... i'm working, i'm waiting for university....
pharmacist: O O i thought you're only about 14/15 yrs old.....
seriously.
May 21, 2012
Diff worlds.
when two different worlds happen to come to an intersection point, be grateful that for a moment, they collide. even though both of them travel a thousand miles away from each other, thereafter.
that's what i tell myself, because you and i spend so many years to return to our respective earth, yet so little time to stay together.
that's what i tell myself, because you and i spend so many years to return to our respective earth, yet so little time to stay together.
May 17, 2012
fan fan fan.
自己心里不平衡，就别奢望我来帮忙维持那个不平衡。
对什么人哪里不满，请直接告诉对方。告诉我并没有什么用处，更别奢望在一番又一番的投诉和抱怨和不爽之后，我会开始不喜欢那个人，然后跟你一起有共同的想法，站在你这边挺你。
每个人都有名字，请不要每次跟我说话都用第三人称，她怎样怎样，她什么什么，去跟她拿这拿那。每次我都得一边猜测那个她是谁，一边给答复，欸，这个猜猜她是谁的游戏一点都不好玩。
本来只想简简单单地工作，不想被卷入人事纠纷，偏偏我总是逃不掉知道很多东西的机会，知道了要装不知道永远比不知道装懂来得难。
可不可以不要每件小事情都对别人有意见，然后那些啰哩吧嗦的意见都念给我听，好像自己永远最好，别人都亏待你一样。我已经傻笑到麻木了。
我。已。经。受。够。了。
对什么人哪里不满，请直接告诉对方。告诉我并没有什么用处，更别奢望在一番又一番的投诉和抱怨和不爽之后，我会开始不喜欢那个人，然后跟你一起有共同的想法，站在你这边挺你。
每个人都有名字，请不要每次跟我说话都用第三人称，她怎样怎样，她什么什么，去跟她拿这拿那。每次我都得一边猜测那个她是谁，一边给答复，欸，这个猜猜她是谁的游戏一点都不好玩。
本来只想简简单单地工作，不想被卷入人事纠纷，偏偏我总是逃不掉知道很多东西的机会，知道了要装不知道永远比不知道装懂来得难。
可不可以不要每件小事情都对别人有意见，然后那些啰哩吧嗦的意见都念给我听，好像自己永远最好，别人都亏待你一样。我已经傻笑到麻木了。
我。已。经。受。够。了。
说到尾，我自己也没办法将上面的话都说给她们听。==
May 13, 2012
我很爱我可能不会爱你.
- 欸，李大仁，我最近突然有一个感觉，有一个东西老是在跟我们作对，有时候我们很想追着它，希望得到它，好像得到它之后，我们就会拥有很多很多东西，有的时候我们又会突然被它追得喘不过气来，很希望它突然消失，最好永远都不要来找我们，它，就是时间。
- 欸，你有没有一个感觉，我们的十七岁，好像不过才是去年的事。
- 与众不同这件事，常常让它「卡住」，卡在「自己的原则里」、卡在「该不该妥协的挣扎里」、卡在「会不会全世界都对了，只有我的坚持是错的迷失里」。
- 不要害怕自己的不一样，不要把约定俗当诚信条，要勇敢的活出自己的精神！
- 你们大人都太悲观了，什麼事都先想到负面。
- 你知道吗？我花了一辈子学一件事，拥有就是失去的开始，但终究我还是学不会。我没有办法接受，拥有青春，其实已经开始在失去青春；拥有婚姻，其实已经开始失去婚姻；拥有名声，其实名声也会失去；拥有了财富也一样，健康也一样，就算养一只狗也一样。拥有爱，天啊！失去爱更让人无法接受，为什麼我们一生追求的东西，其实在拥有的时候就已经开始失去呢！如果我不曾拥有，那我也就没什麼好失去的了，不是吗？
- 每一段拥有，即使最后痛苦的失去了，但它毕竟还是填满了那段岁月，可如果没有，它就是没有！
- 其实认真去面对的每段感情，一定都会有收获。……所谓的收获，也许是快乐、美好记忆、甚至婚姻。就算最后的结果是再见，也还是有一种收获――认清我们自己。
- 不要刻意改变自己，也不要想改变他，如果这样还能一路走下去，这就是最好的答案。
- 你有没有发现人与人之间充满了很多矛盾和对立，这是吸引人的原因，但也可能是灾难的开始 。
- 承认自己受伤了，并不丢脸。
- 人生充满了战争，为了一个男人，也有可能为了一双鞋，或许只是...为了我们的不甘心，问题是，争得花容失色狼狈不堪的我们，真的胜利了吗？
- 镜子根本就照不到你最漂亮的地方，因为那些地方，只有我知道。
- 你有没有想过，一个男人喜欢你，就是喜欢你原先的样子、做事的方法、对万事万物的态度，可是为什么女人只要一谈恋爱，要不就变得不可理喻，要不就依附着爱情失去自己？
- 又青：怎么样的爱才叫对的爱呢。大仁：找一个对的人，好好爱。又青：对的人是怎样的人呢？大仁：你和他在一起又可以舒舒服服做自己的人。
- 心脏有左心房左心室右心房右心室，所以可以装得下很多种感情。
- 靠山，山倒；靠人，人跑；靠自己最好。
- 人活着不能老记挂着昨天、盼望着明天的！今天、此时、现在，那才叫真实！
- 程又青，如果我看过你看过的世界，走过你走过的路，是不是就能更靠近你一点。
- 生活并不完美，但并不代表它不美。多看看你生活当中美的部分吧！否则，我们永远有羡慕不完的「别人的人生」。
- 你知道在我眼里，百分之九十九的男人都配不上你。
- 记住，你不是另一个选择。你应该是他的唯一。
- 让你发光的不是钻石，而是你曾经哭过的眼睛。
- 目的，往往不是结果。
May 9, 2012
I want cheesy wedges!
很想剃光头，然后买几顶很漂亮的假长发来戴。这样一来，可以省很多洗发液，又不用将头发吹干，还可以一直换造型。省时省力又省电，节能减碳，相应环保，一举多得。这样也能被我想得出来，真的是太佩服我自己了。
***
换个频道。
幼稚园有位老师遇上了车祸，今天不能来上班。我早上临时被调去她的班帮忙，下午才回到我本来的班上。其中一个孩子向我了解了来龙去脉后，就突然很认真地说他长大后想当一名交通警察来保温(卫)国家。那位老师受伤的时候，他可以去保温(卫)她。
awww. so sweet :)
: 我想吃cheesy wedeges, 而且是很多很多的那种。:D
***
换个频道。
幼稚园有位老师遇上了车祸，今天不能来上班。我早上临时被调去她的班帮忙，下午才回到我本来的班上。其中一个孩子向我了解了来龙去脉后，就突然很认真地说他长大后想当一名交通警察来保温(卫)国家。那位老师受伤的时候，他可以去保温(卫)她。
awww. so sweet :)
: 我想吃cheesy wedeges, 而且是很多很多的那种。:D
May 5, 2012
Early may.
And did you get what
you wanted from this life, even so?
I did.
And what did you want?
To call myself beloved, to feel myself
beloved on earth.
-Raymond Carver, "Late Fragment"
***
two years ago i was waiting to start form 6; two years later i'm just done with my course interview and the day i know which course i'm offered is yet to come.
the day we know we're heading to diff parts of the world. being separated, but we share the same dream. that's what matters most. :)
so i've spent 4 full months in my kindergarten. the excitement is diminishing, sometimes i just feel like not waking up in the morning, perhaps every working day. == it's how it's like when you get used to something that's not what you desperately want to do. you're just being responsible over it, period.
something very obvious. when we start working, we blog less, but not when we're busy preparing for exams or during school life. so obviously, it's not about blogging, it's about the changes that could be seen in our lives, when we no longer mix daily with school friends, when we deal a lot with colleagues, when we do something to make money, when we blend into some new environments, when we are growing up.
and we'll eventually reach the stage at some point of time, where we know we have lots to tell, but choose not to utter any word. it's unavoidable. the world sometimes just tapes our mouth up without shutting our eyes and blocking our ears.
i can't deny but to admit that we might be growing taller and bigger throughout the years but deep inside where no one can ever see, we're shrinking. when it has become so vaguely tiny, we question ourselves, who am i? will i be forgotten?
maybe i am small and small, but i act tall-o-all; and maybe i am small and small, but i act tall. (a song from the children story called molly mouse)
by the way, i'd like to believe that in the end, tho not everything will remain the same, there'll always be something that never changes. like You, the Divine Maker. ;)
you wanted from this life, even so?
I did.
And what did you want?
To call myself beloved, to feel myself
beloved on earth.
-Raymond Carver, "Late Fragment"
***
two years ago i was waiting to start form 6; two years later i'm just done with my course interview and the day i know which course i'm offered is yet to come.
the day we know we're heading to diff parts of the world. being separated, but we share the same dream. that's what matters most. :)
so i've spent 4 full months in my kindergarten. the excitement is diminishing, sometimes i just feel like not waking up in the morning, perhaps every working day. == it's how it's like when you get used to something that's not what you desperately want to do. you're just being responsible over it, period.
something very obvious. when we start working, we blog less, but not when we're busy preparing for exams or during school life. so obviously, it's not about blogging, it's about the changes that could be seen in our lives, when we no longer mix daily with school friends, when we deal a lot with colleagues, when we do something to make money, when we blend into some new environments, when we are growing up.
and we'll eventually reach the stage at some point of time, where we know we have lots to tell, but choose not to utter any word. it's unavoidable. the world sometimes just tapes our mouth up without shutting our eyes and blocking our ears.
i can't deny but to admit that we might be growing taller and bigger throughout the years but deep inside where no one can ever see, we're shrinking. when it has become so vaguely tiny, we question ourselves, who am i? will i be forgotten?
maybe i am small and small, but i act tall-o-all; and maybe i am small and small, but i act tall. (a song from the children story called molly mouse)
by the way, i'd like to believe that in the end, tho not everything will remain the same, there'll always be something that never changes. like You, the Divine Maker. ;)
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